"The only way that one could know anything about incorporeal entities, or minds without bodies, must be through laborious reasoning which leads to the conclusion that there is a possibility for the existence of angels" - Thomas Aquinas
MARTIN || SHE/HIM/HYMN || 21 || WHITE
Aquarius ☼ Aries ☾ Capricorn ↟|| pronouns.page || identity stuff || other places ||
i'm a college senior interested in illustration, comics, and creative writing!
my commissions are open!!
i really like talking about the things i'm interested in, so a lot of this carrd is unneeded. just follow the four links below and you're all done!
bipolar || syshost || adhd
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MAIN INTERESTS
watchmen, everymanhybrid, my little pony, pokémon, epic rap battles of history, horror media, graphic novels, analog horror, repo! the genetic opera, star wars
MUSIC TASTES
hop along, the front bottoms, neutral milk hotel, margot & the nuclear so and so's, kimya dawson, twiabp, Marietta, mom jeans, skynd, pet symmetry, la dispute, moose blood
AESTHETICS:
angelcore, vintage suburbia, 1960s-1980s, horrorcore, primarycore
i have a budding interest in astrology, website coding, haunted dolls and competitive pokémon! if you know about it please tell me lots and lots.
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NAVIGATION TO THE FIXATION PAGES
favorite asofterworld strips (WIP)deviantart stamps (WIp & gif warning)longer list of music i like
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A SOFTER WORLD WAS EVERY FRIDAY
i was so sure my search would end when i found god // but then i couldn't find my car keys // and my cat ran away
yes, i believe in love. yes, i'm a dreamer // but i'm not alone, there are more of us than you suspect // and we've got bombs, truth and beauty bombs.
i called my therapist yesterday, in a panic. // i said, "what if the sky falls again?" // and she said "well, what if you fall in love?"
i don't know if your wings are real, // but i've never seen you without them, // and i follow you everywhere.
maybe next year is the year // maybe last year
god? // YES?
middle of the night i smell coffee // i get all the way to the kitchen, smiling // before i remember you're dead.
when a person finds their calling god shines through them // like John Prine singing sad songs // like you loving someone new
our friends all died before we realized we were trapped in an old horror movie // like kids in a candy store
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i don't follow bands i'm just pleasantly surprised when they release new music
hop along
the front bottoms
neutral milk hotel
margot & the nuclear so and so's
the world is a beautiful place
Marietta
mom jeans
skynd
pet symmetry
la dispute
moose blood
foxing
kimya dawson
the antlers
nicole dollanganger
alex g
R.E.M
stars
mitski
los campensinos!
they might be giants
fleet fox
it looks sad.
tigers jaw
lovedrug
the books
back
DNI
you're a proshipper or anti-anti or whatever you freaks call yourselves
under 18
think pronouns = gender
pro-endogenic systems
make "sky daddy" jokes about god
generally are a weirdo (don't act uppity about this y'all know damn well what i mean)
i block liberally!
if you want to break mutuals, please block me. i have a terrible memoryi participate in discourse on my own time and schedule, and will tag it.see my tag list here. i don't tag blood/guts/etc, this is a horror blog belovedsthis blog is a safe place for addicts, alcoholics and anyone who uses drugs.
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IDENTITY STUFF
I'm a transmasc, polyamorous gay man who uses she/her and he/him, along with hymn/hymns.
i'm working on embracing my identity as a bear!
i've dealt with being fat my entire life & fat rights is something i'm extremely passionate about. fatphobia & skinny privilege exists. thanks.
I AM NOT CHRISTIAN. i was raised presbyterian & do believe in God in the way someone hopes for it. i support others' beliefs in deities as well (it is not my place to invalidate others' religious experiences) i believe in reincarnation, past lives and the afterlife ("heaven"). i believe Jesus was a son of God, in prophets and other spiritual vessels. my relationship with Christianity is complicated.
i am very white, primarily irish and scottish. this isn't me bragging or anything i just think it's funny. both my grandpas are named james and i have an aunt karen.
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!! I KIN SPIRITUALLY !!
yes, this is a serious list. yes i have kin memories and stuff. this isn't just a "heavy relatability" thing. i survived kinblr 2016 i deserve respect.
| character | source |
|---|---|
| martin blackwood | the magnus archives |
| the caretaker | everymanHybrid |
| funtime foxy | five nights at freddy's |
| eddie kaspbrak | It (1990 only) |
| luke skywalker | star wars |
| oz | monster prom |
| mary magdalene | The Bible |
OTHER KINS:
angels, cats, crows, shaymin, togepi line, beings of pure light
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THE LINE BETWEEN
MENTAL ILLNESS AND SPIRITUALITY
ARE BLURRED
clearing some stuff up! this is for people who really give a shit, i just want to talk about it:
I am an angel. saying i "kin" angels is an understatement. it's a past life, it's a state of being, i don't have "kin memories" of my life as an angel because i am still one right now. i don't know what rank i am, what i was part of, or anything as such. all i can guess is that i'm a lower-level angel that was sent down at some point.
i've felt like this since i was a child, and i've had several people say they feel the same about me!! it's a weird mix of mental illness, trauma and spirituality, but it's not causing me any harm so it's okay.
the best way i can describe myself is actually these kitikiti stickers!! this is how i think i look.
no you can't "reality check" me silly!! this is more than just that.
my "kin" as The Caretaker isn't a kin. he's me. i don't like calling myself an "original character" for the everymanHybrid series. don't get me wrong! i'm aware that in this universe, it's an ARg. but i've lived through it actually happening more times than i can count! and i have multiple people who have done the same who can vouch for my existence ^_^i also heavily identify with martin blackwood. this is like, borderline "no doubles" sort of thing (except for fictives!) so uhmmm that's fun teehee.
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i love interacting with my mutuals :3 this includes replying to posts and sending asksi may vent often & appreciate a listening ear, but don't feel the need to contact me one-on-one <:]
angels are by kitikit on line!
JUST FOR FUN!
i just like sharing my other social stuff !! don't feel pressured to follow me
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